In between the spaces
What to do? What to do? What to do?
Time is ticking and I am sitting.
Sitting…watching time pass me by.
Wondering when life will throw its curve balls somewhere lese. Wondering when I will ever get off home plate. Wondering where in the world I will go? Wondering where I will end up? Where can I feel supported? Where is the love?
I don’t claim to understand it. I never have claimed to understand all that is. I’m not sure I am supposed too. I do know it has been interesting. Twists and turns, ups and downs, all leading me to a place of unknown certainties and in directions I could never have anticipated.
Not sure anymore…maybe just places.
Places in between life where the answers are hard to find. Searching comes up empty. Sometimes I think the reason is far past our capacity to understand that place. So for now, I will continue through this journey, maybe it is the journey of “make believe”. I just don’t know anymore. I have decided I do not know much. I am thinking that maybe that is ok.
So I will sit.
I will sit in the space in between.
I will be in that space of fleeing answers, yet some sort pf peace.
What to do I may never know…maybe that is the point, the reason, and the place to be!